i blog to express not to impress

There’s always going to be bad stuff out there. But here’s the amazing thing: light trumps darkness, every time. You stick a candle into the dark, but you can’t stick the dark into the light.

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama

Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah
Bersulam bahagia

Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara

(Korus)
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu

Kasih tercari-cari
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

ps: favourite song for this week! enjoy it!

When you fall as fast and as far as I did, you are no longer yourself.
You are blinded by your heart. You breathe him and he’s all you see
when you wake up and lay your head down. Then one day, he’s gone.
The sky crashes down upon you and you change again. You run to the
phone every time it rings, expecting him to be there, to tell you
everything’s going to be alright and that things can be the same as they
used to. You and him, together, forever. But only a dial tone replies to
your please. Oh sure…I’ll get over you…I’ll live again. But every time I see
you, the memories of all the wonderful times we spent together flash
through my head and a little piece of me dies.

We don’t talk anymore and I can’t understand why. It’s like you gave me wings then told me it’s illegal to fly.

*doubting myself*

*sad mode*

“Boy you’ll be the death of me
You’re my James Dean
You make me feel like I’m seventeen
You drive too fast, you smoke too much
But that don’t mean a thing
‘cause i’m addicted to the rush”

~beyonce -rather die young~

that song played on my ipod shuffle and that one name came into my mind. i miss having u in my life.missing those voices over the phone and those silly jokes.i missed all that right now.how could i be so blind and i never ever realized that all these years? Weird why is now then i realized all those and i know i will never got the chances ever again..cos its too late. why didnt u ever told me? why didnt u never mentioned anything or was it i never realized all the attentions u gave me instead im was busy with something else. i feel sad when i got to know the truth.i wish real hard if i could turn back the time babe. but the fact you’re no longer here. im so sorry i wasnt not there for you.i still miss u and u never erased you from my life..never and nothing can stop me from doing so.

received the parcel ur sister send me. i was speechless and i was crying inside. i feel the pain and same time i feel ur near me.suddenly ur smile lingers and i feel like ur still alive.reality hit me you’re no longer here with me.

“Baby it’s you.
You’re the one I love.
You’re the one I need.
You’re the only one I see.
Come on baby it’s you.
You’re the one that gives your all.
You’re the one I can always call.
When I need you make everything stop.
Finally you put my love on top.”

AJ, im sorry from the bottom of my heart. ur an angel remember that dear. i love you so much dear friend. ‘Al-Fatihah’ only you know everything about me A-Z and all the secrets ive keep but now ive no one to talked when i feel down. i miss u so much babe.

i know ur up there watching me and guiding me. i need u near me always babe. wish u read this.